The site coins itself as a place, “for guys of a similar mindset - that bigger is, most often, better. Gay men are also more prone to eating disorders and other body dysmorphia conditions that result in poor self image.īut until the gainer community became more popular with the introduction of a niche hook up app dedicated to them, “Grommr,” larger gay men had few places to find satisfaction or admirers of their bigger appearance. But the community isn’t only based around fetish - the gainer community is well known to encourage body positivity, which is sorely needed among LGBTQ communities.Ĭompared to straight men, gay men are more prone to focus heavily on their weight and appearance. The community lives online, mostly, with Tumblr blogs dedicated to idolizing bigger guts and monstrous testicles. Though the trend has appeared to decline recently - at least among trans women in New York, according to Radix - as quality care for trans-identifying people continues to grow, it’s now become more visible among the body modifying subculture of gainers. “You’re desperate to change your body, people will go through great lengths. “When people come in and say silicone, they don’t really know what they mean because it could be anything,” says Asa Radix, senior director of research and education for Callen-Lorde in New York City, an LGBTQ-focused health center, adding that some of his patients even had quick cement or peanut butter injected in them. It makes health experts reticent to even call the mixture “silicone,” at all.
In one Florida woman’s case, tire sealant and cement were both injected into her face. But over the past five years, there have been a number of news reports exposing “pumping parties,” where groups of trans women pool their money to get injected with silicone, and the practice has now become more underground and more risky.Īnd much of that has to do with what’s being put in the mixture, which many times is unknown by those who receive the injections. And now, the gay community is calling for more visibility on the practice now that two internet-famous gainers within the last year - including Dovak - are dead.Īmong trans women, silicone injections are a well known way to achieve the ultimate body: curvy butt, thick thighs or larger breasts. But there are dangers to the illegal practice, as often it’s not just silicone being injected into the body. But the trend - coined “pumping” - has continued to be a cause of concern as it makes its way to a group called “injectors,” which is a subgroup of “gainers,” gay men who want to appear larger. It’s still pretty much a mass of spinning emotions in my mind right now but we will see.Four years ago, the American Society of Plastic Surgeons witnessed a disturbing and deadly trend among those within the trans community: many were injecting silicone into their bodies to achieve the perfect curvy look. I might write a more descriptive piece to describe the events that puts it more into a narrative that includes feelings rather than just a fact piece but I’m not sure. It was disgusting and humiliating and painful and awful and hundred other negative words but it was also perfect. To trust him to push me that far, to even be sick to make him proud that I pushed myself further than I wanted to go, it was magical. It was an act of complete submission for me. When I was completely at his mercy and in such a mess that nobody in their right mind would ever want me, it felt right.
Those sessions where I was on my knees, crying, saliva and sweat running off me, begging him not to fuck my throat anymore made me feel more alive then anything else. To make this happen, he implemented a training regime by which I had deep theist training once in the morning and once in the evening, over the toilet until I was sick. Not to make his head any bigger but it is a massive dick both length and girth wise and he knows it.Īnyway, these past few days I wanted to be pushed hard and he decided that he wanted me to be able to deep throat. I still maintain that with any average sized cock that I would be fine and able to take it down my throat but his is far from average. Plus, I hate the mess that saliva makes of my chin. One thing that I’ve never been good at, however, is deep throating as my throat is small and my gag reflex is really strong. Even Sir compliments me on it from time to time.
It’s been a steep learning curve but I’m quite impressed with my skills now and I’m sure many would agree. So for near enough the past 2 years, Sir has been training me to give an amazing blow job just the way he likes it.
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